On mind Currently

I want to be on the road to becoming a great writer. What does this entail?? I have no fucking clue, all I know is that if I want to write better I need to write more. And I'm not talking endless meaningless school papers, I mean this shit, keeping up with my blog, continuing my poetry && short stories. I just want people to remember me for something good, I'm doing a decent job escaping my old rep, now I wanna make a new one for myself, a positive one. Mary the writer, Mary the artist, Mary the actress, I want to be better than I am now, not just in my art && writing, but in my life all together. That's all for now.

Why can't I make up my mind

I feel so bipolar, I'm back to where I was two updates ago, only thing is now I have him. He's changed, for the better. I realize I've changed. I can't really explain the situation sight now though, everything is all over the place, but it looks like things are going to work out for my benefit.